encouragement

so, i got back from l.a. about a week and a half ago, and it was an awesome trip. me and bob hung out, we finalized a bunch of the music stuff, and i also shot a couple of promo video interviews. we shot most of this stuff first, so the rest of the weekend was spent catching up with an old friend, drinking a few beers, and having a grand ole time.

l.a. is a very strange place. everyone is in the business somehow, and everyone is desperately trying to get 'discovered'. everything has to have a 'hook,' something that pulls people in and gets them to fork over the price of a ticket. i kinda feel that this concept is entirely so hollywood. praxis is not a hollywood movie. praxis is an independent film. and it's purely that concept of being entirely independent and not hollywood, not about selling, not about the business, that praxis is all about. to some, this is a very easy concept, but in fact, i think it's really easy to get all caught up in the hollywood business of movie making, that you may lose the whole point of making independent film.

just after i got back, i was able to hang out with an old friend, jamie. jamie helped out on the shooting of praxis, basically doing the majority of the sound work. we've also known each other for a very long time, and we've helped out each other on various projects over the years. jamie came over and i showed him a couple of scenes from the film that turned out really well. i also showed him a music video by The_OutCircuit that i did a couple of years ago. anyhoo, jamie was absolutely floored by everything i showed him. i forgot about the music video, but he totally dug the music, and absolutely loved the abstract pixelization of the video, which is the complete opposite to praxis - which is more about producing clean, clear, beautiful moving images. jamie said that the production value of praxis was ten times way more advanced than that of unfortunate man, my previous short film. he said that he can tell that i've gained much more experience in making films over the years, and that it shows this in the film. he even said that it looked like 35mm, tho i think this is going a bit far...

anyhoo, i thanked jamie for his encouragement. it's way cool for someone like jamie to be this excited about the film, and it definitely makes me even more excited about completing it. i think the film will look incredible on the big screen.

but for now, it's important to enjoy the process of making the film, and to spend the quality time with those who you connect with on both a creative and spiritual level.

it's important to have this kind of encouragement.